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20 years old 5ft9 girl, Sophomore at community college
In 2008 everything began and by 2009 I was finally and originally diagnosed with bulimia, then diagnosed with moderate depression with a non specified eating disorder(EDNOS),
As of April 2011 I considered myself cured of my ED. I continue therapy because I still suffer from depression and social awkwardness
However the thoughts still come and go, I hope I can help anyone who struggles with this

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I haven’t been this sad in a while

all day long I’ve been missing my boyfriend staring at the flowers he brought me yesterday, thinking about how I want to be with him

I’ve been feeling lazy and shitty all week and he was there to cheer me up 

But tonight…I asked him questions about the future and he got deeper in thought and we basically discussed how we won’t be in each other’s future because while we’re 19 and head over heels now what’s the realistic chance that by 29 we’re still together??

He sounded so sad over the phone, I could feel my heart breaking 

It was all my fault 

When we said goodbye I was tearing up

I don’t want to let him go, and I know I won’t anytime soon but I don’t like reality crashing down on me ruining my one happiness 

— 5 months ago with 5 notes
#fuck it  #love  #boyfriend  #stupid me  #rant 
  1. inhalelovefuckhate said: be in eachothers future its most deff possible. I’m so sorry i don’t even know you, and i’m butting into your business. but best of luck and i’m sorry for this long passage :)
  2. starvingperfection posted this