Hunger is the Best Feeling

Ask Me ANYTHING   -I'm Alice,
20 years old 5ft9 girl, Sophomore at community college
In 2008 everything began and by 2009 I was finally and originally diagnosed with bulimia, then diagnosed with moderate depression with a non specified eating disorder(EDNOS),
As of April 2011 I considered myself cured of my ED. I continue therapy because I still suffer from depression and social awkwardness
However the thoughts still come and go, I hope I can help anyone who struggles with this

-Not all my friends know about my everything... this blog will be the real and full me, it's like my support system.

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looking-for-the-stars asked: What's going on with you and your bf??? If you wanna give a whole long story thats good or a short reply too :P


Answer:

basically I asked him “do you think love runs out?” I was trying to get him to say something cute but instead shit got real.  He was asking me where I see myself relationship wise in 5 years and 10 years (i asked him first) and he was saying: “this is depressing, basically we’re saying how we’re gonna break up”  and while we were I thought he would be fine with it thinking of memories but he got super depressed, and was asking “do you think this is a waste of time?”  I wanted to sink into my bed disappear and die. So I made him depressed and now because of me he’s not going to sleep well…fml

— 5 months ago