a few days ago my boyfriend and I were fooling around in his room
as I was straddled on top of him he took off his boxers and rubbed his dick against me. Immediately it scared me and I moved myself farther up, away from it but he looked me in the eyes and said: “don’t worry I won’t put it in” I trust him and I relaxed more
he switched from rubbing his dick back and forth against me to fingering me; it turned me on so much. Thinking about it now too makes me want him
I hate that, I want to wait, I wanted to wait until I’m married to have sex, or at LEAST be together with someone for a year before doing that and this boy drives me wild.
I love him, I trust him, and he turns me on so much, I don’t know if I even CAN wait….
scared
